as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
y did u left me to that far away place without saying goodbye... y didnt i went along to the hospital... y is it always lik tt... y must i lose so much precious things... y cant i hve any of them... did i do any sin...
i hate tt feeling of being alone... i don wanna be alone... its too scary... y cant i be the one going with all the sufferings.. den i wont be left alone holding to such a heavy burden m i such a failure... y cant i make him or her stay... y did they bring hope n joy to me n took them away...
hao tong ku... ji shi chai neng jie tuo... shi bu shi lik them say... i shouldnt...tt's a foolish thing to do...
i still cant figure out the reason y its ended... many ppl ask me y ... but i jus dunno how to ans them... can anyone tell me or should i go figure out myself