as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
ok... i noe some may misunderstood wat i wrote for the title...but my relationship is fine... its about chocolate...my dog lah, i name it chocolate...i was extremely excited when my cousin called me n said tt she got me a dog. but when i noe what my father's reaction will be...i regreted..its not tt he don lik dog, but he is aware of the great burden tt we might hav if we wanna have one...cos we had one b4 n it's not being well taken care off, cos it got lost when it was in my grandma house during one new year.. she was quite old, older than my sis..n she is half blind... we was oversea when she went out of the open door n didnt managed to come home;(..n we cried la.. i was very sad..she was lik a big sis to me...tts is also one reason my father don wan us to hav s dog...it's true tt u hav to spent a lot of time n effort if u wanna hav a dog...but i cant bear to lose it...i even gave it a name call 'Chocolate'..k i noe it sound funny but isnt this name cute?... at least better than 'ian' hahaz jk...so as i was sayin...i might lose this dog cos my father don wan me or even my cousin to own one...my cousin who will soon be my father's goddaughter n whom got a family with a 3 yrs old daughter at home... is now considerin whether to keep the dog cos the dog seems to be not very welcome by my father n her mother...n shes asking me to decide with her too...ahh...i realli wanna hav a dog but i noe i don hav the ability to take gd care of it n i might me losing it...y mus things turn out to be lik tt..wat should i do
