10:01 PM
alone* in the rain;
i dunno where i've got this lot of courage to do it... but i did... although i somehow regret doing it, i felt happy when i saw tt smile... i dunno wat would be his feeling after tt... will he think im childish or tt he don lik it at all? will he laugh at me?... im too curious n afraid to find out... tts y i went home straight away... on the way home, all tt was in my mind was him...kk i think i over reacted...anyway GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF U FOR UR UPCOMING EXAMS... tts all =P
4:43 PM
alone* in the rain;
ok... i noe some may misunderstood wat i wrote for the title...but my relationship is fine...
its about chocolate...my dog lah, i name it chocolate...i was extremely excited when my cousin called me n said tt she got me a dog. but when i noe what my father's reaction will be...i regreted..its not tt he don lik dog, but he is aware of the great burden tt we might hav if we wanna have one...cos we had one b4 n it's not being well taken care off, cos it got lost when it was in my grandma house during one new year.. she was quite old, older than my sis..n she is half blind... we was oversea when she went out of the open door n didnt managed to come home;(..n we cried la.. i was very sad..she was lik a big sis to me...tts is also one reason my father don wan us to hav s dog...it's true tt u hav to spent a lot of time n effort if u wanna hav a dog...but i cant bear to lose it...i even gave it a name call 'Chocolate'..k i noe it sound funny but isnt this name cute?... at least better than 'ian' hahaz jk...so as i was sayin...i might lose this dog cos my father don wan me or even my cousin to own one...my cousin who will soon be my father's goddaughter n whom got a family with a 3 yrs old daughter at home... is now considerin whether to keep the dog cos the dog seems to be not very welcome by my father n her mother...n shes asking me to decide with her too...ahh...i realli wanna hav a dog but i noe i don hav the ability to take gd care of it n i might me losing it...y mus things turn out to be lik tt..wat should i do
9:19 PM
alone* in the rain;
i think i actually screwed up my oral...
the reading was fine... although i got so tense during the pic desciption, i managed to say smt sensible...then when the conversation qns was asked...my eyes went watery and there was as if smt stuck in my mouth n i wasnt able to speak up clearly...then tears started streaming down my face as i tried to ans the qns given to me...why did they wanna ask such a qns...wat u didnt manage to say the things tt u wanna say to someone...made me tot of my granny n grandmother... :,( *sob*... ahhh... tears coming again ...gtg stop here...getting too emotional...
6:53 PM
alone* in the rain;
i very ke lian today...
get whack by my 'mama' jean..;_:
shes so violent...arms going to dislocate liao...
then PE play badminton until hand swollen...
then after school play bb until fell down
*sob* knee abit swollen liao...
on my way home, i saw a lot of COCKROACHES
SO SCARY...
went home here pain there pain...*sob**sob*...
10:01 PM
alone* in the rain;
from monday till today...
is it over a century already?...
happy... furious...sad...nervous...disappointed...afraid...surprised...shocked...
too many feelings that i may not be able to take it anymore...
can i still hold on any longer?...
It helps me to find happiness, brings me surprises, gives me security
but it also gives me unhappiness, makes me afraid to go on
wat should i do??...
can anyone tell me?...
9:39 PM
alone* in the rain;
Pls tag wat ever u wan...